Don't make me resort to cleaning

I am going stir crazy. I have a 2 week vacation from work . That normally would be nice except I did not ask for it. I have no money, no vehicle, and nobody to hang out with except Mac (my dog). I bought the first season of Sex and the City, thinking it would help me pass the time. I did not realize the whole season would only last me 6 hours. I should have picked a series with more then 6 seasons.

I invited a bunch of people over to go swimming tomorrow. I thought, hey now I will have people to hang out with me! Wrong! Every single person is either A) working, or B) out of town. I have two people who might be coming after work (around dinnertime). So much for having companions! I couldn't even pay for somebody to hang out with me this week!

This morning I talked to my friend S who is stationed in Afghanistan. He's coming home in about a month and a half and I couldn't be more excited! We are going to get our serious drink on. I'm kind of going to miss writing to him. Where else do I get to ramble without anyone interrupting me (oh right. here!)

In other news, I made nice with J. After declining his calls for most of the day, I finally answered and gave him a piece of my mind. I explained how close I was to calling it quits. I put up with it for a long time and that was just the last straw. He used the lame excuse of not having his phone on him. I explained that if he wants to keep me around he will find any phone and let me know what is going on and explain to me why I am sitting at home waiting for him. I told him I didn't think he had any respect for me, nor did I think he cared if we were together or not. He had gone as far to show me that his buddy's relationship was more important to him then ours.

He apologized and told me I was important to him and that he would never do it again. I'll believe it when I see it. It doesn't matter what a person says if their actions don't reflect it. I sure as hell was not getting the impression that I meant anything to him. The last couple of days he has messaged me from work and has called me just to let me know what he was up to (which he never used to do). We'll see how long this revelation of his lasts.

I'm playing nice but I'm not holding my breath.