I've started this post a number of times, and still can't figure out what I want to say.
I guess to sum it up, I'm sad. And I'm sad about a lot of things. I can't seem to stop feeling sorry for myself. I know I'm really lucky, and lead a fairly easy life. But lately I've spent a lot of time thinking about everything bad that has happened. I think about it so much that I'm sure I've started to make up things in order to make myself feel worse. I know it's all in my head.
I feel like I've dug myself a hole, and now I'm not sure how to get out of it.
I feel like I'm staring at all of the pieces but can't figure out how to make a ladder.
I feel like I should know how to do it, and I'm frustrated that I can't.
I feel like everybody else is staring at me, wondering when I'm going to get it together.
11 years ago
1 comment:
It's not easy at our age, with all the pressures and concerns of the twentysomething. But don't feel like you need to have it all together right now because you don't. People look at me and think I've got it all together, when in actuality, I'm flying by the seat of pants just as much as everyone else our age.
You are a wonderful, vibrant woman with an incredible capacity for compassion and love. It's okay to feel sad... just don't feel like you need to be sad all by yourself. I'm here for you. <3
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